Convo with Q

“Sure I’ll talk with her, I owe everything to Joe.” - Quincy Jones

I sat with Quincy Jones on his couch in his Bel Air home for 3.5 hours in June 2018. Now, almost seven years later practically every cell in my body has regenerated, though our conversation remains vivid. 

“So Joe’s your Grandpa, eh?” Quincy [Q] said, giving me a hug. He wore a long purple shirt, and sipped a bubbly can with a neon straw. 


“Great Grandpa, actually!” 

“You ever meet him?”

“No, just imaginary conversations with him in the bath when I was young.” 


When I learned that Quincy died, sense memories from my time with him flooded my body. That morning at 5 am I remembered that at some point in our conversation he was talking about DNA and his team of doctors in Sweden, who are also jazz musicians. My notes from that part of the conversation read, “Doctors say that DNA is programmed to disintegrate.” He added something like, “[DNA] dissolves to make way for the youth. To make way for the next generation.” 

I landed in Quincy’s house having this conversation due to my connection with my Great Grandfather Joseph Gershenson. Gershenson helped open doors for Quincy at Universal and mentored him in his early film-scoring days. As a choreographer, my research has followed Joseph [Joe] Gerhsenson’s life and work - including his role in Quincy’s career. I have been on a quest to better understand the creative business and artistic processes and formulas of film scoring in the 1950s-60s. Even as a nine year old elite gymnast I immersed myself in my Great Grandpa’s film music from Pillow Talk and Sweet Charity. For my training, competitions, and floor routine I chose the soundtrack from Thoroughly Modern Millie.   

I was about to turn 26  when I sat next to Q on the couch and he opened his first jello of our visit. My attention bounced off a Grammy on a shelf, a Golden Globe on the side table, to huge white orchids and a poster from The Color Purple. I reached for a piece of jicama on a large low glass coffee table, looking up at the expansive view of oak tree canopy, and houses perched on the edges of hillside. Q’s list of nearby homeowners’ names dropped like a red carpet off the balcony and down into the canyon.  I imagined the residue of great musicians' fingers on the keys of the piano in the foreground, framed by a smoggy long LA summer sunset. I reached for some hummus, grapes on the same platter, the couch felt luxurious, as did the cream colored carpet. The ceiling was made of straw like a thatched hut. I asked about the ceiling. And who is that in that picture? 

During the first 10 minutes our conversation traveled from astrology, to numerology, to romantic relationships, to how LSD can open the soul. He described how he sees color when he hears sound and views different instruments in an orchestra as spices in the pantry. He described tasting sounds.  

In the month leading up to the meeting I had fanatically annotated Quincy’s autobiography and inhaled as many interviews as I could find. There was so much more to this legend that I had not yet learned. I revisited my Great Grandfather Joe Gershenson’s Oral history, where I had first noted the overlap between Quincy Jones’ and my Great Grandfather’s lives. American Film Institute hired Irene Atkins Khan to compile conversations she had with Gershenson in 1976 at his home in North Hollywood. This oral history covers Joe’s early childhood, his career conducting music for Vaudeville and early talkies, RKO Theaters, and three decades at Universal, first as Executive Director and then Music Supervisor (1940s-1969). I also reread Joe’s unpublished manuscript, Music for Films: A Guide to the Techniques and Procedures Involved in the Writing and Development of a Motion Picture Score. The book describes at length the process and techniques of analogue film scoring. 

From Music For Films Table of Contents: 

Courtesy of Gershenson/Gevritz Family Archive

Going into this meeting I wanted to understand how Quincy had entered Joe’s world-and vice versa. Joe, born in Kishinev in 1905, was 3 years old during the first Kishinev Pogrom. A circuitous journey led him to flee and finally work as a musician in Harlem and conducting Vaudeville orchestras in the 1920s. He produced 78 musical shorts with early talkie technology through Mentone Productions 1933-39. He then conducted the RKO Orchestras, was subsequently offered a job at Universal and moved to LA. As Music Supervisor at Universal, Joe’s best friend and collaborator, Henry [Hank] Mancini put Quincy on Joe’s radar. As Joe says in the oral history, “I saw a picture called The Pawnbroker (1964), which he [Quincy] had done in New York, and I liked it. And that was the whole basis of my picking Quincy for Mirage (1965).”  In the oral history he elaborates,  

ATKINS: Did he start the trend to jazz scores? 

GERSHENSON: No, I think Hank did that. They’re great pals, incidentally. [...] Before Quincy started working in pictures he was an arranger for one of the bands. He did the big band’s charts – not Duke Ellington, but one of the big bands. He played a little piano, but he wasn’t the pianist in the band. He was the arranger. Quincy did four pictures for me. 

ATKINS: He has such a distinctive style. Does he do his own orchestrating? 


GERSHENSON: His sketches indicate what he wants. I conducted for him.


ATKINS: Does he ever conduct? 

GERSHENSON: He may now. I’m not sure. 

 Quincy’s infamous We Are The World was recorded 9 years after this interview took place. 

On that couch Quincy also told me that before the making of Pawnbroker he studied strings with Nadia Boulanger in France, put together an all star jazz big band and toured Europe with them. Quincy Jones’ orchestra headlined huge venues, eventually ran out of money and had to figure out how to pay for 18 American musicians to return to the US. He called a friend who loaned him money, and got back to New York in debt. He then scored music for television and worked on music for B films. He soon realized if he was going to make it to Hollywood he needed to work on an A film. And that is when his and Joe’s paths crossed with Pawnbroker


Gershenson liked to take risks on new talent but not everybody around him did. Joe also gave first time film scoring jobs to “Cy Coleman, Percy Faith, Ernest Gold, Jerry Goldsmith, Bernie Herrmann, Quincy Jones, Bert Kaempfert.” (Gershenson, Oral History, 72) In his oral history he describes difficulties he had with producers not wanting to hire new artists, including Quincy:

We all met in my office. And he [Orson Welles] walked in with this big cigar, and he sat in a chair (POINTS TO HIS STOMACH)… He said, “Who’s going to do the music?” I said, pointing to Mancini, “This man.” (GRUFFLY IMITATING) “What’s his name? “Henry Mancini.” “Who the hell is Henry Mancini?” So I said, “Who the hell are you, you fat so-and-so?” And I said, “That’s it. Let’s go boys.” And I walked out.  I had the same problem with Quincy Jones. The producer was also Gregory Peck, and he was a partner in the thing, in the picture. He wanted someone else, and I insisted on bringing Quincy from New York. Of course I finally won out, and that was Quincy’s first picture (Mirage). 

From Left to Right: Quincy Jones, Joseph Gershenson, Ross Hunter look over score sheets from Mirage

Courtesy of Gershenson/Gevirtz Family Archive

When I showed Quincy this photo during our conversation, he pointed to the man in the tie and said, “I remember him, he’s the guy who didn’t want to hire me.” Then he explained that when he was interviewed by Joe and his staff, “one person came out to meet me and said Uhh, hold on a minute…” and went back into the office, leaving him to wait. My Grandmother, Joe’s daughter, confirmed this, saying, “Dad fought to hire Quincy when no one else would hire Black musicians.”  

I was prepared to spend 10 minutes talking to a distracted and aloof Quincy Jones. Instead, I showed up, was escorted to the porch and was calmed by his presence. It took 2 hours of conversation to get to talking with Quincy about Joe. During that span I took 6 pages of notes. Combining notes and memory, this part of the conversation went:

WICKS: What was Joe like?

JONES: Professional. Kind. Saw the human in people. 

WICKS: Did you ever hear him speak Yiddish? 

JONES: Chutzpah, schmuck. Not much more.

WICKS: Was Joe more artist or more business man? 

JONES: He was an Executive. He held many threads together and oversaw many things. 

Quincy mused about percussion being the oil in an orchestra and rhythm its locomotion. He talked about the image of seeing his mother taken away in a straight jacket when he was young gave him an intuition that fed his music. He suggested I watch the film Meet Danny Wilson, with Frank Sinatra, and told about the deep friendship he and Sinatra shared. When I looked up the film I learned that Gershenson directed the music. He was aware of Joe’s extensive work with RKO Theaters. When Quincy was 12 he watched musicians play in jazz clubs, too young to be admitted, he hid behind cracks in the walls. He became obsessed with music and loved  transistor radios that brought it to him even when he was not at a venue. I asked him about his experience of relationships between Jewish and Black musicians in Hollywood. He said that he thought they were close. I asked if he experienced racism in Hollywood and he responded, “There was some.” He reported that he keeps his brain sharp by completing 300 sudoku puzzles. (All while he ate 4 jellos!)

He told me about artists of my generation he mentored like Jacob Collier and Nikki Yanofsky. He asked me what my summer plans were and I told him that I was going to Montreal to train swinging trapeze. He introduced and connected me with Montreal-based Nikki Yanofsky.

What remains crystal clear in my mind is our time talking about Nadia Boulanger, an influential composition teacher with whom Quincy studied in France. Under her apprenticeship he finally could access and practice stringed instruments. He said that this kind of study wasn’t accessible to a Black man in America in 1957. He quoted Boulanger, “Your art is nothing more or less than you are as a human being.” Hearing about Boulanger and his experience with her made me want to continue researching her work. 


I remember him telling me this in an extended ode to Boulanger during our conversation. Light glimmered in his eyes and his tone got excited when he described leaving her home where the lessons took place. He saw strings dancing alongside him down the stairwell, bouncing out onto the street and twirling along the sidewalk. He said Boulanger talked about the 12 musical notes as 12 ingredients. I’ve recently rewatched interviews where Q says, “Nadia would say that until we get to 13 … we have to figure out what to do to make it ours.” Quincy’s recent book is titled 12 Notes on Life and Creativity.

I am currently making an aerial dance inspired by Boulanger’s impact on her students and the lineage of those who have shaped music history. It’s called Radio Vision. The score is by Simon Linsteadt. Quincy’s words hover around the creation of this piece.

  Helen Wicks performs Radio Vision, July 2024 • Photo by Robbie Sweeny

As darkness came, still seated on the couch, the tangential conversation continued. (I took a few extra selfies in the bathroom.) We kept circling back to strategies about how to keep negativity out so that creativity can flow. He asked me, “Do you use daily affirmations?” Then he started sharing some of his. 

I don’t remember any of his affirmations because I was so overwhelmed by watching him pray in front of me. 

We ended in silence inscribing notes in books we gave to each other. He inscribed his to “Baby Lady, Sista from anotha mister …” and “...wishing you love to share, and most importantly friends who care… I do care ‘bout choo girl…”

Quincy Jones & Helen Wicks • June 2018, Bel Aire, CA

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I woke up early on November 4, 2024 to hear of Quincy’s death. Sitting there in the pre-dawn light I held the density of his passing and felt the weight of lineage. The projects that didn’t happen, and the what-could-have-beens in tension with the abundance of accomplishments and lives touched thanks to the people like Quincy and Joe who fight for each other. An affirmation: May we and future generations continue their commitment to connecting with young artists, opening doors for them, and indulging in snacks and conversation on the couch. 

Expectations and Experience: A Conversation with Quincy Jones  

I grew up passing this photo in my Aunt Susan’s hallway. 

pictured left to right: Quincy Jones, Joseph Gershenson, Ross Hunter

pictured left to right: Quincy Jones, Joseph Gershenson, Ross Hunter

It was next to images of my Great Grandfather, Joseph Gershenson, conducting orchestras and working with other musicians. This image was in the company of other glimpses behind the scenes of Universal Pictures, where my Great Grandpa was Music Supervisor from 1940-69. 

“Dad gave Quincy Jones his first big break,” Grandma Lilly would say.   

I first read my Great Grandfather’s oral history while gathering research for a dance history paper on vaudeville in college. About half way through the black binder I read, “I saw a picture called The Pawnbroker, which he [Quincy Jones] had done in New York, and I liked it. And that was the whole basis of my picking Quincy for Mirage.” Sitting in the library at Bard College I thought, oh ok, there’s that story. I still did not fully understand the lineage that Mr. Jones came from and the circumference of his influence on todays music industry. 

I continued researching Gershenson’s life and work. In 2015 I choreographed a dance using twelve different 1950’s film scores he supervised. As the research continued, I found myself circling back to the early 1930s when technology for Talkies developed and Vaudeville performers and music supervisors were out of work. In 1933 Gershenson and his best friend Milton Schwarzwald founded Mentone Productions and  produced seventy-eight shorts. The ten minute shorts showcased acrobats, contortionists, opera singers, dancers and musicians. 

Schwarzwald and Gershenson were excited to take advantage of the up and coming distribution technology of the moving audio picture. These top notch Vaudeville acts were screened as previews, at cinema intermissions and broadcast on the radio. Although Grandma Lilly insisted that all the shorts were “gone,” I found twelve of them thanks to youtube user rpf16mm who posted two days before my third crack at the search. I recently found a clip of one of these shorts on a Carnival Cinema, an Australian online circus magazine with 549K views

In 2016 I took audio from these shorts and choreographed another dance piece. As the momentum of these works continued, the research on my Great Grandfather began to feel more like a collaboration with him. I began to seek out conversations with artists who worked with him. I wanted to know more about what he was like as a person and as an artist. I reached out to Carol Kaye, a bass guitarist who was a studio musician at Universal among other places. We had a fast paced hour-long conversation on the phone in which I was schooled on Click Tracks and got a taste of the life of studio musicians in the 1950s-60s. 

I spent a few years considering the idea of contacting Quincy Jones but felt hesitant and shy. 

In November 2017 I passed through my Aunt’s hallway with a friend who is a jazz musician. He said, “Whoa, is that Quincy Jones?” Sharing the story this time sparked an urgency in me. Finally in a brooding winter mood I wrote a letter to Mr. Jones asking if he would be willing to talk with me. I called my Grandma to see if she had an idea of where to send it. Through a friend she was able to report back that Mr. Jones said something like, “I’d be happy to talk with her. I owe so much to Joe.” 

An assistant asked me to send my resumé and about a month later someone from Quincy Jones Productions called me to set up a meeting. I started reading his autobiography immediately. 

Before the meeting I asked if I could record the conversation. The assistant said no. The following is based on my memory and notes taken during our meeting. I’ve included my expectations in contrast to my experience of our visit that spanned from 5:00 - 8:45 pm in June 2018:

 

Expectation

Hand shake, briefcase. 

Experience

A hug and kiss on the cheek. 

QJ: Helen Wick! 

HW: Wicks actually, yeah I’m Helen Wicks, it’s an honor to meet you.

QJ: Joe’s granddaughter, eh? 

HW: Great-Granddaughter. Yeah, I never met him. 

QJ: What are your roots, Eastern European? Jewish? 

HW: Yeah! You nailed it! (my paternal English heritage was taking a break offstage at the moment) 

QJ: [Takes a step back to really look at me] And how old are you? 

HW: I’ll be twenty-six next week. Gemini! 

QJ: Oh! I’m Pisces, I studied astrology for tewnty years. I had the best teacher...  And onwards we talked as we went inside off the Bel Air patio.

Expectation:

A wooden table between us, face to face.

Experience

A soft couch, sitting side by side. A coffee table with, ‘The best cheese in the world. From France.’ With grapes and crackers and jicama. I made Mr. Jones a cracker and it crumbled in my hands and I froze as if I had never put cheese on a cracker before in my life. Don’t worry about it just get a new one. 

Expectation:

Can I offer you a drink? What would I say? What kind of drink would I have? Would I want to drink during this meeting? Ok, I’ll say I’ll have what you’re having.

Experience:

When we got settled on the couch he said something along the lines of, ‘I stopped drinking two years ago. Can I get you anything?’ He drank sparkly water out of a straw, I drank from my water bottle. Once we started talking my adrenaline induced dry mouth calmed as the conversation continued and I sunk into the couch and began to chill with Q. He was relaxed and it was infectious but his mind communicated in rapid fire. We started twisting and turning all over conversation. 

Expectation

We would sit down and I would pull out my questions and ask the first one. What was your first impression of Joe? 

Experience:

We talked for at least thirty minutes before coming close to why I was there: to learn more about the Great Grandfather I never met. We talked about love, inspiration, passion, and training. We talked about the role relationships play in learning and growing. He described love to be an instantaneous undeniable charge. 

Expectation:

Stories of my Great Grandfather would pour out of him. 

Experience:

I barely knew how to get the subject of conversation onto my Great Grandfather. I eventually pulled out some gifts I brought: Joe Gershenson’s oral history, and a copy of the picture from my Aunt’s hallway. I also brought a book that Joe wrote and never published Music for films:  A Guide to the Techniques and Procedures Involved in Writing and Development of a Motion Picture Score

Expectation:

While pulling out the photo of Jones and Gershenson: Do you remember this moment? [I bookmarked the page in the oral history in which Gershenson recounts hiring Jones] 

Experience:

I remember him pointing to the other executive in the picture and exclaiming about the guy who didn’t want to hire him. He explained that when he went in for the meeting, one person came out to meet him and said something along the lines of, ‘Uhh, hold on a minute...’ and went back into the office, leaving him to wait longer. Jones’ story aligned with Grandma Lilly’s who has always said, “Dad fought to hire him when no one else would hire black musicians.”  

Expectation:

In his oral history Gershenson said, “I saw a picture called The Pawnbroker which he [Jones] had done in New York and liked it and that was the whole basis of my picking Quincy for Mirage.” Can you tell me about The Pawnbroker

Experience:

Jones explained that at the time of The Pawnbroker he had an agent who would not let him work on “B” films. Only “A” films. Pawnbroker was an “A” film. In hindsight he was glad for the strategy as it lead to him working at Universal. 

Expectation:

Did you feel prepared for the opportunity at Universal?

Experience:

He had been for years. His teacher Clark Terry had stopped playing with Duke Ellington to play in Jones’ touring band around Europe! He went on talking about the lack of opportunity given to him as a black man in America. In America he wasn’t ever given the opportunity to compose for strings. It was not like he didn’t know how to compose for strings, just that no one ever let him do it! Strings were for white musicians. In France, while studying with Nadia Boulanger who also taught Stravinsky among others, he finally got to compose for strings. He went crazy with it and joked that he put strings around the hallway, down the stairs, and onto the sidewalk.

Expectation:

What would you do with this book Joe wrote but never published, Music for Films:  A Guide to the Techniques and Procedures Involved in Writing and Development of a Motion Picture Score.

Experience:

He said he got chills when I brought out that book. As he looked through the Table of Contents he read: “Composers’ Sketches.” Listed are names of composers Joe worked with and included in the book: Jerome Moross, Frank Skinner, Johnny Williams, Alex North, Quincy Jones, Henry Mancini, Lalo Schiffrin... and the list goes on. Jones said something like, ‘Oh my god, that’s me! Look at these cats these are all the greats.’ He voice was giddy and surprised – excited to have been included on the list. 

Expectation:  

How do you deal and engage with your inner critic? Ralph Ellison said that you are “a fearless explorer of the territory.” How do you relate to that? Does it feel fearless? 

Experience

We talked about the importance of staying positive. But how? I inquired about strategies or practices to keep negativity out, in order to keep the channels open. He articulated the importance of keeping your soul open. In reference to his song Soul Bossa Nova (which he referred to like real estate – it just keeps appreciating in value) he just let it out straight from his soul. But how? He asked me if I’ve ever heard of affirmations? He does them three times a day. And into an affirmation prayer he took us. I listened to his voice with my whole body. 

Expectation:

Did Joe ever tell you that what you composed wasn’t right? How’d he do it? 

Experience

Jones never had an experience like this with Gershenson. He wrote ten scores for every one score. If they didn’t like one he would have another to hand right over. 

Expectation

Would you consider Joe more artist or more business man? How do you think he identified himself? How do you identify yourself?

Experience:

I learned that my Great Grandpa was an executive. He was the boss. He knew what was needed and how to get it done. He held many threads together and oversaw many things. 

Expectation:

Did you ever hear Joe speak Yiddish in Hollywood?

Experience:

Putz, schmuck, chutzpah....

Expectation: 

What was your experience of Jewish and African American relations in Hollywood?

Experience:

What? He readjusted his posture to sit more upright. I rephrased: From your perspective, what were the relations between Jewish and African American musicians and artists in Hollywood? After a pause, I remember a simple answer: There was some racism. 

Expectation

Did you ever party with Joe or hang out outside of work?

Experience:

He was very much the boss. The two never saw each other outside of the studio. 

Expectation

Did you ever meet Joe’s wife Helen?

Experience:

He had a wife? 

Expectation:

It was wild to read about your brain surgeries! 

Experience:

You don’t use it, you lose it. [In reference to the brain] Mr. Jones explained that he speaks seventy-nine languages – he learns ten words for music and food because ‘that is the basis of culture. It makes it possible to feel at home everywhere in the world.’ 

Expectation:

How have you witnessed technology and the internet change the music industry?  You knew about Bill Gates and the internet. How did you stay relevant as the internet changed music? Do you know how adaptable Joe was to new technology?

Experience:

Our conversation turned to the younger generations and their increasing brilliance. We debated whether the internet is making people smarter or more lazy. I remember him saying that he read the Qur'an first when he was thirteen. I asked: How’d you find it? He couldn’t tell me but he sought it out and seemed to believe that you seek out what you need. 

Expectation:

What happened to a project you mentioned with Cirque du Soleil and the history of black music?

Experience

We were going to do a show on the history of black music then they said they wouldn’t want a black show in Las Vegas. 

Expectation

If the conversation loses momentum and we are silent for a moment, he will end the meeting.

Experience:

We had a moment of silence. I looked down at my sheet of questions that were sitting beside me on the couch. The smog in the view was turning orange with the setting sun. He picked up my questions and started reading them himself. My unformatted document was in his hands and he was flipping through the pages! I had no choice but to let this happen.  After what felt like a long silence he said, something like, ‘Wow you really got it all in here. Can you send these to me?’

Expectation:

What do you believe art strives for? In your autobiography you describe the five elements, according to your teacher Nadia Boulanger, to be: “Sensation, feeling, belief, attachment, knowledge.” How do you think about it now? 

Experience:

He said something like: ‘Art is what moves you, if it moves me it will move someone else.’

Expectation:

Well, good to meet you! Bye!

Experience

After three and a half hours, cheese and crackers for dinner, our conversation transitioned into silently inscribing notes in the books we gifts each other.

Expectation:

Before I leave can we get a pic together? 

Experience

Quincy Jones and Helen Wicks, June 2018

Quincy Jones and Helen Wicks, June 2018

 

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I am grateful for the lineage that lead to this conversation. Thank you, Great Grandpa Joe. Thank you Mr. Jones, for the stories, and the incredibly humbling and inspiring hang.